Monday, March 16, 2009

Life,Mistakes and Apologies

Hey guys!llol.it seems like i've disappeared eh?well,guess wad..i'm back!=)
This post is gona be about my life,mistakes,apologies and experiences i can share.

Some of you reading this post might not agree some might.so u r entitled to ur own opinion.Guys,few months back,you may have notice i've changed or you noticed a new me.a diff one. Honestly speaking,i've made alot..when i say alot i mean ALOT!of mistakes to hurt the people around me.i thought i was old enough to do whatever i wanted.old enough to make decisions..too stuck up to listen to other's advices..because of that i made all the wrong choices in life..i was once told by a wise man.."Never regret in life"..but i took no notice till just recently..maybe to Him it was too late..but to me..i'm determine its not too late..i still can do it..with or without their help..some mistakes i've done will forever be there as a scar..some cost me my frenz..some cost me my families.

Friends,peeps..if you are reading this post,remember me as an example..dont live life in regrets.don betray the trust of the people around you.especially your family!once others lose their trust in you,you are gone with the wind..you will hav no one to turn to.you will be all on your own.trust me..it sucks to be in that situation.and please dont outlive yourself or you're gona miss al the fun things as a highschool teenage rebel!LOL!you guys noe wad i mean..lol.you'll miss times like having fun with frens..being rebelious among each other..you'll miss everything akid shud experience..trust me..

well,i've nothing much to say or to share..i wouldnt want to give out much details but just trust me on de advices..i'm not an old wise man..but i'm a kid who made mistakes which i wudnt any1 of you to go thru de ssame..
Before i end this post, friends who have stuck with me all this while,family who hav put up with me,people who thought i had ditched them..this post last part is dedicated to you.I sincerely from my heart would like to apologize to all of you for the mistakes that caused heartbreaks,damage and which cost our friendship.i am really sorry for my mistakes.friends,take my experiences and mistakes to learn from it. and i wana thank those who had my back and stuck with me through all this.

and andrew,i promise i'll save RCYU#3.I wont let my mistakes destroy wad you guys built.thanks for ur
advices and ur wisdom.thanks for making me realise wad i've done wrong.you stuck with me all dis tym.ok..i'm sounding abit gay here..lol..but i'm not i'm STRAIGHT!

Live life with honour,respect and love.
Dont live life in regrets.


Hush hush angel,
Let the wind cast the shadow away,
Hush hush little girl,
Let the boogeyman stay,
Face him,fight him,
Just dont runaway!


Antidote For The Fallen cast a new leaf and vow for a better return!
"For God only help those who help themselves"

Sunday, July 6, 2008

I'm dysfunctional!!

Hmm..wad i'm gona blog nw has nth to do with de tittle..hehe
Anyways,in recent days..my parents went over to my sis's place for her graduation..Congrats sis!i've been staying home with my uncle..kinda wuiet..haha..feels weird..lol!anyways..i've been trying to studying lately..well,kinda bored anyways..might as well study ryt??ahaha..

Hmm..lately i've been thinking bout u..
i guess u just didnt noe it..
i'm just a fren to u i presume..
but i'm hanging in there for de greatest miricle to ever happen..
just to noe dat u mean a lot to me!



Antidote
Lives
On
For
The WaWaWeeWaa Gang!
Alive yet excruciating!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Ahh..de typical days of holz..haha..i wonder why all of us oways anticipate the forthcoming of holz when its gona be so straight up boring!!??anyways..i havent done anything much during holz...i'm hoping sumthing interesting wud pop up..i'm hoping i'm able to play futsal soon..its been awhile...sigh!hav fun during holz!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Yo!I noe i have been gone for awhile..haha..sorry bout dat...i left for a camp..ah wells,dats wad my blog is gona be bout dis tym..

The camp came and went away real fast.I couldnt believe my whole board could pull it off..till last nyt 12 am..I just look around..seeing de form1 and form 2 kids playing around in de auditorium..i just heave a sigh and said to myself..so this is it..we finally pull it off..

In the camp,i faced lots of hardships to be honest..its lyk trying to finish a 1000m hurdles...(if dat even exist!)...ahah..i have my committee bickering and bitched bout each other..i have group leaders losing hope..i hav a kerosene stove which went up in flames which scared my balls off..i was afraid it was gona blow up..whioch in de end i was told kerosene doesnt blow up..i had lil sleep,lil food..i survive mostly on left overs and can food i asked my frens to buy...i'm not complaining..honestly...

I'll those hardships taught me sumthing...nothing goes ur way in life..i noe they are still more stuff to come..i can feel it!

i'm so tempted to tell you who i am..to tell you what i dream of..but i noe i cant..










Antidote
For
Those
Fallen!








You took my breath away,
You gave me away,
I tried to tell you,
But you wouldnt listen!

So i'll just shut up and marinade in my miseries!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Democratic?HA-HA!booshit!

I hate the freaking education system in this freaking shithole!!why cant we choose wad we wana study instead of making us study shitty subjects lyk est,physics..i hate all those subjects!y would sum1 wana calculate hw fast a freaking object move??!!cant you get a life!!!!!!go work or sumthing..STOP CALCULATING HW FAST A BIRD SHIT DROPS!!!

oryt oryt...sorry to you guys who love physics..

BUT!don you think its useless??i don care if you build de Empire State Building with physics!I rather live in a hut in the country side rearing hens n planting cabbage!FURTHERMORE!i would live longer than you obeese dumbo who uses a lift up to de 2nd floor!advice for u...WALK!!stop blamming de food...blame yourself!!and you freaking shitty assholic science ppl!!GOD CREATED THE WORLD!!NOT SCIENCE!!!!!!!!HAVE FAITH DUMBO!!!stop bliving in de big bang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]


once again........
I HATE ALL SCIENCE SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

phew...dats tiring..
long live science...bla bla bla...





FALLING!!
.....
fallen..

(DONT YOU CALCULATE HOW FAST I FALL!!!)

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Mid-Year Camp,Sports Day

Yo!
Sigh..those of you who are reading this blog..i'm gona share with you a piece of my mind..Mid-year camp n sports day are activities we r gona organize and duties we r gona attend..first of all i'm kinda glad my parents aint giving me a hard tym for spending de whole of my sturdays in school handling the stuff b4 de big event..this i s my 1st tym organizing mid year camp..i'm a lil bit worried bout hw things are gona go..i'm both a lil bit stressed and a lil bit tired..i really have nothing to write for now..as..sigh..things are just so messed up in my mind...so very messed up..

Intrigued,
Excited,
Definately
Fallen
For
No
Apparent
Reason

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Yo!sigh..have you guys felt so tired out and you just wish everything would just go away?lyk..all your problems just fade away..whoosh!fade..fading..fade...fade away??sigh..well...i do!!!!DAMN LA...SO MANY THING TO HANDLE...so many things to organize..so many shitheads to bust their freaking arrogance!!sigh..i guess dats life..i remember there was once a quote by sum1 i couldn't remember where i read it but it goes lyk.."life is unfair,but it is unfair to everyone,which makes it fair in the end.."damn..it is meaningful..i've nth to blog bout..so i'll leave it at this..no pictures for you guys...YET!hehe...
anyways..my latest suggestion of songs for you guys..is..
DJ TIesto-Lord of Trance
chris brown-wall to wall
-kiss kiss
dj tiesto house of god

Fallen
yet
Alive!